Not a Happy Spring Day....

Several months now Mom has had her ups and downs with her behavior. We even got her on some new meds to sleep better and not to be so angry.  There are days that she has been so sweet, and other days you can't wait to come home from visiting her.

It seems harder to get her mind off of whatever she is thinking, and try and get her out of that sad, or horrible mood she could be in. We could bounce her back from these moods  through music, food, television, playing games, showing photos, or even going for a walk. ..... but now its like she is lost in her own thoughts and can't get out.  Many days we will hear her talking to herself or loudly pointing her finger at us telling us how she feels or how she dislikes us.

Yes, half the time she does not even know who we are and  she will even say that she doesn't care if she knows us or not. Each time I see her I worry where will she be in her mind, and will she be able to get out of it. It just seems harder and harder for her to understand things. Today, we took her outside and hoping to enjoy the nice weather with her. I even put some music of Frank Sinatra on from my iPhone for her to enjoy by singing or even dancing to the music. The music did not even make her smile, it just made her more upset. Well... we just pray that tomorrow will be a sunny day for Mom and she will enjoy the day with happier moments.

See how she folds the rim of her socks... ?

The music of Frank Sinatra made her smile even if it was just a few minutes.

Mom is  lost in her world that is so mixed up...too much thinking......I want my Mom back......

Trying to get Mom to laugh.. Almost did...